From: animated silicon love doll (cheshire@velvet.net)
Date: Wed Jan 23 2002 - 15:22:07 MST
well. i just went out for a cigarette, when my brain popped in saying "why the hell are you
doing this?"
and i told it that i don't know.
and i really don't have any desire to smoke. i am still going to do my final cigarette ritual,
as something to appease my mind (the best analogy i can think of for this, is i would
probably not have been so crushed by my fiancee's and my breakup had i known a few
nights before that this could be the last time we ever have sex, i might never hear her say
"i love you" to me again, etc...). but other than that, i think i can safely say i'm a non-
smoker, now.
cheshire morgan. we all create life, some of us with wombs,
some with smiles, some with patient hands.
we are all gods, if we choose to be.
-kitten.
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