From: Nicq MacDonald (
Date: Fri Nov 17 2000 - 19:38:46 MST

> Oh, don't tempt us to answer that! It probably ended because you knew too
> little to fully appreciate it. It appears the lack has not been corrected
> subsequently. Or do you just prefer infallible popery? I know, I know,
> you are actually a total relativist so you can't be pinned down on
> you may say, do or think or in any wise be held accountable for any of
> uncountable opinions. You prefer to be walking vapor-person. Have fun.

Oh, believe me, I had learned enough. I'd learned enough to know that it
really doesn't matter a bit. I began to look in the mirror and realize that
tomorrow, I will die. It doesn't matter if tomorrow is tomorrow, if
tomorrow is sixty years, or if tomorrow is sixty million years- I will die.
In the end, the dream is over. In the end, it's all just opinion. There is
no truth unless it is created, and no laws except the ones we impose.
Fantasy is merely reality without inhibitions. As for being a "walking
vapor-person", I seem to be more aware of the nature of life than the people
I seem to meet and work with every day, who actually think that they're
accomplishing something! Or that, perhaps, they are right about something!
Yet, I'm afraid, everyone is wrong. Everyone is, essentially, a walking
corpse, a doomed machine thinking that they actually have this fiction
called "free will".


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