Dear Jason,
Your imagination has run away with you. It sounds like you've also hallucinated. My guess is that you've marinated your brain in every techno-escapist vision the 1990s has to offer, and it's just too unbearable to think that you have all that in your head but that you remain just another fragile, mortal, cosmically minute Earth biped, so you turned a very elaborate daydream into your personal reality.
Get well soon,
Mitch