I am on of you.  I am intelligent, hard working and in my deepest 
yearnings an extropian to the core.  Despite this I am falling behind.  I am 
dying (slowly).  Despite my best efforts at maintaining a healthy body, 
quick mind, balanced diet, and adequate regiment of exercise, 
anti-ozidants and smart drugs - I AM BURNING OUT.  I am hitting, like a brick 
wall, the limits of my biology and psychology/neurology.  I can no longer 
keep up with the demands the free-market is placing on me.  At the rate 
everything is accelerating, things can only get worse for me.  I will be 
lucky to be alive in 5 years - I will run out of energy far sooner.
Despite working over 50 hours per week and spending another 10 keeping 
up with science & technology trends, I am still falling behind 
economically.  I expect the skills I have now will be obsolete by the end of 98. 
 I no longer have the time nor energy to gain new skills at the rate 
required by today’s free-market.  I will probably be obsolete within 2 
years and dead with 5 unless something very *fundamental* changes from the 
free-market hell which is killing me.
Now this is pretty sad when I share your extropian dreams of a better 
future while at the same time being increasingly being denied 
opportunity from achieving them.  I am a human being and I am an extropian.
		I DESERVE TO LIVE!
		I DESERVE TO THRIVE!
...and so does every other human on this planet who wants to live and 
have a better future.
Look, I want to evolve as much as the next person - but I should have 
the right to grow at *my* pace.  Don’t you get it?  I am evolving as 
fast as I can!  But the free-market (an autoevolutionary and human 
invention if there ever was one - and one which almost everyone on this list 
praises) doesn’t give a DAMN about *my* pace.  EITHER I ADAPT TO *ITS* PACE 
OR DIE!   As the Bionomics Institute as so poignantly pointed out ‘The 
free-market follows the dictates of biological evolution where the 
strongest, smartest and fittest survive’(end quote).  Now if that is not a 
Fascist dictate what the fuck is?!
Again, help - I want to live!  I want to live in the amazing future 
that is unfolding.  Shouldn’t everyone get an *EQUAL* chance to live well 
in the future? 
Otherwise aren’t extropians nazi’s - either by choice or by default?
Sincerely,
Holly Pearson
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