Robert-Coyote wrote:
John.. perhaps getting "fired" is exactly what you need to do..you may be
more focused on the immediate reality of eating and shelter instead of
rumination of inadaquacys, negative yearning and stuckness, a primal state
where the brain is forced into a higher order of dissipation.
(end)
Could someone explain to me what the last line means?? I do really
appreciate Robert-Coyote giving me some advice but the last line's meaning
just plain eludes me.
I do feel "trapped" in the area of working and providing for my basic needs
but than that is a good thing. Or else I could become homeless! lol I
promise you, I do plenty of ruminating over my inadaquacies, negative
yearnings and "stuckness!" ;)
And right now the Alcor Life Extension Conference is going on and I am
MISSING it. When I moved recently(no choice) that drained my finances to
where I could not afford the conference. I just wish the organizers were
more "compassionate" in sharing transcripts and especially video! :(
There is always "next year" but it may never come and there were I am sure
special moments and times at this conference which will never repeat. What
I really want is the opportunity to schmooze.
I am one of those people who don't like leaving my comfort zone and living
in Alaska, my girlfriend and my little job here are a big part of that. A
part of me wishes I could just go! And perhaps relocate to Seattle or some
part of California. I don't know...
sincerely,
John Grigg
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