> I don't feel like a theist.... but I don't feel like an atheist either;
You sound like a Buddhist to me. The exercises and disciplines
you have been describing amount to the same thing as Buddhism.
But you are also a Mormon, even if you don't "believe" it anymore;
and also a secular Jew, like everybody who grows up watching TV.
Extropianism, BTW, amounts to the same thing as secular Judaism.
You are probably right about the multiple personality bit. I think
we all have multiple personalities, it comes with the territory, you are
just more aware of it than most people.